He comes &&'d picks me up. He's drunk[as usual] &&'d ready to go back to his place. This is both our first night back home &&'d we end up with each other, one may think this was a sign that we were meant to be together. [I think its a sign I cant get rid of his ass]. So we get back to his place &&'d were chilling watching a movie[as he continues to drink]. Then one thing leads to the next &&'d you get the picture.
So this is where the lies &&'d false promises started &&'d ENDED.
He starts off talking about how much he loves me &&'d without me he's not the same person, [blah blah, the same ass lies i heard the night he cheated on me]. then he goes on about starting a family with me &&'d how he wants to marry me.[this is what i wanna hear but i know its all lies] i have a huge smile on my face, my heart is full of hope &&'d ready to open back up.
THEN, we wake up. I go home &&'d we end up in a huge argument[ which i couldnt tell what about] &&'d we havent spoke since.
Our Last Night Together.
Ok, some of you may be thinking what the heck, your heart must be broke. But No my heart is a solid as it was the first day I met him, the first day I fell in love with him &&'d the first,second,third,&&'d last day he broke my heart. Im growing up &&'d I dont have time to fall head over heels for his or any one else fale promises &&'d constant lies.
Some may be wondering how is your heart still whole, My heart is still whole because my heart still has hope, I have hope that one day, one glorious day a Real man will come in my life &&'d fulfill every promise &&'d never whisper a white lie.
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