Dear Self,
Things happen &&'d people change
Some stay &&'d Some leave
Through it all you were by myside
When I fell you helped me up
When I got ahead, its cause you were pushing me
You brighten my night &&'d day
I know you will be there till' the death of me
I just wanna say thank you!
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Our Last Night
After months of not talking or seeing each other we finally met up. It wasnt the whole romantic I miss you &&'d wanna be with you typical love story. Nope it was more like a drunk night with false promises &&'d consistant lies.
He comes &&'d picks me up. He's drunk[as usual] &&'d ready to go back to his place. This is both our first night back home &&'d we end up with each other, one may think this was a sign that we were meant to be together. [I think its a sign I cant get rid of his ass]. So we get back to his place &&'d were chilling watching a movie[as he continues to drink]. Then one thing leads to the next &&'d you get the picture.
So this is where the lies &&'d false promises started &&'d ENDED.
He starts off talking about how much he loves me &&'d without me he's not the same person, [blah blah, the same ass lies i heard the night he cheated on me]. then he goes on about starting a family with me &&'d how he wants to marry me.[this is what i wanna hear but i know its all lies] i have a huge smile on my face, my heart is full of hope &&'d ready to open back up.
THEN, we wake up. I go home &&'d we end up in a huge argument[ which i couldnt tell what about] &&'d we havent spoke since.
Our Last Night Together.
Ok, some of you may be thinking what the heck, your heart must be broke. But No my heart is a solid as it was the first day I met him, the first day I fell in love with him &&'d the first,second,third,&&'d last day he broke my heart. Im growing up &&'d I dont have time to fall head over heels for his or any one else fale promises &&'d constant lies.
Some may be wondering how is your heart still whole, My heart is still whole because my heart still has hope, I have hope that one day, one glorious day a Real man will come in my life &&'d fulfill every promise &&'d never whisper a white lie.
He comes &&'d picks me up. He's drunk[as usual] &&'d ready to go back to his place. This is both our first night back home &&'d we end up with each other, one may think this was a sign that we were meant to be together. [I think its a sign I cant get rid of his ass]. So we get back to his place &&'d were chilling watching a movie[as he continues to drink]. Then one thing leads to the next &&'d you get the picture.
So this is where the lies &&'d false promises started &&'d ENDED.
He starts off talking about how much he loves me &&'d without me he's not the same person, [blah blah, the same ass lies i heard the night he cheated on me]. then he goes on about starting a family with me &&'d how he wants to marry me.[this is what i wanna hear but i know its all lies] i have a huge smile on my face, my heart is full of hope &&'d ready to open back up.
THEN, we wake up. I go home &&'d we end up in a huge argument[ which i couldnt tell what about] &&'d we havent spoke since.
Our Last Night Together.
Ok, some of you may be thinking what the heck, your heart must be broke. But No my heart is a solid as it was the first day I met him, the first day I fell in love with him &&'d the first,second,third,&&'d last day he broke my heart. Im growing up &&'d I dont have time to fall head over heels for his or any one else fale promises &&'d constant lies.
Some may be wondering how is your heart still whole, My heart is still whole because my heart still has hope, I have hope that one day, one glorious day a Real man will come in my life &&'d fulfill every promise &&'d never whisper a white lie.
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