A ♥ I Don't Wanna Be Apart of...Anymore

I'm going to take you back to when it all began.
Summer 09, meet you &&'d we were great. Hung out everyday, the s** was great,conversaton was endless, &&'d you never put a frown on my face. I was "having my cake &&'d eating it too."
Now, lests jump to 2010.
We were on the ends every now &&'d then. We started to argue, I guess thats when I realized I liked you. I thought I was doing good. A year had past &&'d our feelings were beginning to grow, not to fast not to slow. But your problem was expressing your feelings, I drew back a bit, giving you your space. Then I began to Love you, everytime I thought about it I threw up alittle bit in my mouth, thats not how I wanted things between us to be, I wanted the laughs,the jokes, the flirting to continue. Our feelings never being involved.But I could'nt ignore my heart anymore,so I let it be know. iLoved you.
It's 2011, babby.!
You told me you loved me,after a arguement. I dont believe it.I never will. We dont talk &&'d the slightest joke, song, movie, cereal, name, reminds me of you. I wish I could get you out of my head but I still love you. We talk occacionally but I get the feeling it's not really there anymore. Converastion is awkward, no more laughs, finally I shed a tear for you, &&'d you make me frown everyday. Never did I think it could get this way. Though you could be, ahaha. that one. I've moved on physcially, but mentally you still have my heart. I cant get over the fact that,.I'm stuck loving you &&'d I dont want any part of it.