Best Friend

Dear Taylor,
As your bestfriend I've come to see you in a different light. I see how strong willed you are, how kind hearted you are &&'d hard working you are. I believe in you &&'d I promise every goal you set for yourself you will acheive. Your are my motivation. i Love you so much. I cant wait till' you come home.. &&'d the whole point of this is just to tell you. I appreciate you ♥. est. 2006' till death-- I pinky promise.. ♥.

[someones number one]

being the first thing on someones mind when they awake &&'d the last when they sleep.
being the only one someone loves &&'d  the only one they cant be without.
being someones first priority &&'d their first option

being second is no fun, being second means your no ones number one

I want you to dedicate songs to me, songs I can call my own.
I want moments with you, moments you've never shared with anyone else.
I wanna know secrets, secrets you've never told anyone else.

being second is no fun, being second means your no ones number one

unknown

when you left, everything I love &&'d feared disappeared

your kisses,your touch, your voice

its gone.

the lies, the deceit, the pain

its gone.

its a bitter-sweet feeling

but I cant help but think if..

the bitter out weighs the sweet

Losing My Mind

this isn't how things should be.

but what can I say ? your happy right?

I'm sorry I couldn't be that one

Ive noticed shes given you thing I couldn't

sacrificed thing I couldn't.

Yet I noticed once you were gone I was left with nothing

 I don't know what it is to love since you've left

I don't know what a kiss feels like since your lips left mine

I don't know ME since you left

I have hope I'll find someone like you

&&'d I wish nothing but the best for you two

Yet no one can replace the butterfly's you gave me

the chill-bumps you filled my body with

the safety you provided me with

I LOST it all, when I LOST you

Forgiveness

It's never ending it's the same shit over and over again, you constantly blame me for our failure . It wasn't me it was you, it was you who wouldn't forgive me and move on away from the past. I apologized a thousand time, the burden is no longer on my shoulders but something you need to think about and get over. I never meant to hurt you but things happen &&'d out of all people I expected you to get up &&'d keep on moving w. me you've expressed thousands of times how you couldn't live without me and how you loved me so much but yet you go day by day without even thinking about me you make no effort to better things but yet I'm the one to blame. I will no longer take blame for something that was forgivable. But know were done I'm moving on have a good life.

Back to December

I hear you come home in, December &&'d the first thought that runs through my mind is.. "are things gonna be the same?  is he gonna spend every day,night, every breath with me?".. That's how things use to be when he comes home. But then I realized things are different, not because we changed but our circumstances changed. Not knowing if this child is yours or where I stand in your life at this moment is breaking me down day by day. I don't know how to cope with the fact that I could possibly lose you, lose what WE'VE worked 4 hard long years for. &&'d thinking its all gone to waste just because of a mistake.

 I hope and pray everyday that this is just another obstacle that WE will overcome TOGETHER. Hoping that things between us don't change.because what we had was magical. we had our ups and downs but it never mattered I knew you were gonna be there when I needed you.

 I just wish I could go back to December..

Rihanna OFFICAL We Found Love Video

http://vimeo.com/dontbesquared/wefoundlove