Where you at ?

Its been 3 years of smiles &&'d tears but not once did I leave your side. While fighting for my safety over seas I stayed loyal to you &&'d in return I got nothing. I was still there. When times got hard I was there to pick up the pieces. You told me you would change, you told me I could depend on you, Where you at ? You told me you will never leave my side, you told me I was the only one for you, Where you at ? You said you will protect me but you were the only one I needed protection from. I stand here heart still open, hope still high &&'d love stronger than ever asking where you at ?. You said you would be the one that will never leave, I waited. But you'll never showed. All your false promises I still stood there by your side but when I look to the left of me &&'d all I see is my reflection in this mirror, where you at ?