Know Your Next Move

YAY! I've complete my first quarter in college. It was hard being far from home &&'d my friends but it's all worth it. I passed all my courses &&'d moving on the right track. I love college, I've learned so much about myself &&'d what I want out of life. I don't think college is for everyone but I do think college is more than a place to extend your knowledge but extend who you are as a person. I've came to the conclusion that I want to be a professional cheerleader &&'d open up my own business. Either a cupcake shop with my best friend or my own event planning business. I'm so determined I might do both :) ;; It just feels so good to know where your going in life, to know where not to turn &&'d who not to turn to. Once you find who you are &&'d what you want in your life there's no room for mistakes, no room for bullshit. You have to stay focused &&'d determined to reach your goal. So words of wisdom surround yourself around people who know who they are &&'d where they want to be in life; surrounding yourself by people who are still finding themselves &&'d don't know where they wanna be only makes you question yourself &&'d they bring you down. &&'d that's not where you wanna be.

-Stay positive &&'d Stay blessed.

the way i really feel

who do you think you are to come in and out of my life?! we should not be together, we should not associate. the things you've done to me are unforgiveable. all i ever ask'd you to do is be honest with me. you lied, cheated and accused me of the unthinkable. what happen to you wanting to marry me?! now that you found someone whos gonna drop on there knees and do what ever the fuck you want them to do you just up and leave me, im the only one who stood up to you, told you the truth , stayed faithful and you rather chose a kid whos spinless ass fell inlove w. you over two weeks over me. 4 years of my life i wasted on pleasing you and being the person you wanted me to be. Now, that im over you, can care less about you your trying to weasle your way back in my life, tell me a little more lies and tell me everything is gonna be alright?! not this time my friend. im done. there will be nothing you say that would even slightly change my mind or even make me fall inLove with you. so goodbye and nice day ! ♥

all i ask of you..

&&'d all i ask of you is when we fall inLove, is that you love the person you are when you're with me;